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Turn my Brag on: The Dream Braggin on New wife Christina Milans cooking

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Baby Watch: Keyshia Cole & Daniel Gibson

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Beauty: Horrible on purpose?

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 Ok, so this is a prime example of a bad weave. Neither the textures nor the colors match each other. Being in the lime light is something i would think that would improve your image tremendously. It seems unfortunately that isnt the case here, while Kelis ex wife of rapper Nas, has always been well "eccentric" this is just pushing it. In no way would i have gotten out of the beauticians chair and said i think im going to go out tonight. We would have sat down until we made something work, For shame!

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Role Model?!? Says Who?

 So everyone by now has seen the Rihanna interview on 20/20.. Ri says, she didnt get back together

with ex-boyfriend chris brown because she couldnt be the reason why some teenage girl was killed.

 Since then everyone has been calling her a rolemodel, but who would wanna be like this? Gun tattoos,

long black cat nails. drunken partying, and her most recent photo with her cellulite hanging out. I am most definetly not criticizing her for having celulite, But part of being a woman is carrying yourself in a manner that

shows you have respect for others. I for one do NOT see that.

  Before she callsher self a rolemodel, let's think about all the little girls looking at your drunken actions on TMZ.

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Fd Chapter 3: Friend or Faux

In my search for new friends, real ones who get me and genuinely care i found someone. Some with the exact same birthday as me, now while i was off planning birthdays and situating my money to put them through training to go to school and get a job, they're soul purpose was to bring me down.

Let me back up for you, How do you know when someone is really your friend? When people say they're friends what does that entail, is there a contract signed or a commitment made..No, just consensual chatter about nonsensical things. After what I've gone through i strongly suggest if your going to be close friends with someone, make nice with all of their friends. Here's why.

I met a girl lets call her Karen, now i thought she was a sweet kid, cute as button fun to be around all that. We spend days together while our mutual friend was down in Florida, Karen and I had so many plans together we went to a a party together and decided that would be the destination of our birthday bash. She and Io never had disagreements or girly fights, but there was this guy that she had slept with a few times. Now me and this guy Mark, became close I know what your thinking and not that kind of close that like unwritten code he's off limits. Mark and I were close as friends, he was cool guy we would talk til 5 and 6a.m. That's when it all began, they green eyes came out and she began to tell him not to be so close with me and began to antagonise the situation every single day.

Being a normal guy he wasn't trying to hear that non sense which is why He and I were so close, I never brought the drama because I'm not for it either, even though i totally ignored this about her i never really looked at her differently. I never said what a bitch a liar and a scandalous little cunt. Now I know, what led to me acknowledgement of her being totally insane was her claiming she was raped by this very man that she was so head over heels for. We were on the phone and I told Karen this is all her fault she shouldn't have slept with him, he isn't the only culprit here. I said "You and him had consensual sex" In burst her with loud yelling "Did he tell you that did he tell you that..Nicole Did he tell you that" I cut in with ---Yeah he.. "Omg i will go to the precinct right now!" That was it the moment the biggest lie she could have ever told came out. When i told her to stop it right there she changed the subject. It was at the point i realized something was seriously wrong with her. If you asked Mark he would probably say i was playing a game where i knew what everyone had in there hand, and i bet all the money on the table. Really i was just totally and completely honest so i never had to worry.

After all that i forgave this psycho girl, and decided OK maybe it was just a little spell, So i went out with Karen the night before Labor day. We went to pick up her cousins and for the most part it was pretty OK except no one besides me and her were putting in for alcohol. This bothered me but not enough to spoil the night, Now let me inform you I'm not your everyday drunk. If i get drunk I'm not a sloppy drunk I'm just loose, and calm. Now at this party there were about 25-30 bikers, and they began to pick off who they wanted to ride on the back of they're bikes, Little to my surprise one of them picked Karen. I asked Karen if she was just gonna leave me there drunk, she said I'll be right back. Totally unaware of who got on a bike and who didn't. So now I'm standing there angry that the only person at the party i knew left me drunk, alone. In her crazy world i was fine because on of her cousins was there. Where was this cousin when i decided to get home on my own in the middle of Brownsville drunk? well she was right there she watched me walked off and didn't say a thing. So tell me KAREN how was i safe with her?

This was all i needed i went home i got a ride, She keeps calling me but I'm so pissed off i don't even wanna hear her logic. In her world her logic is basically "I never do wrong" So a guy i met at the party calls me and says how come you weren't at the party i saw your friends there but i didn't see you *screeeecchhhhhh* HOLD UP! The same friend who was so worried? is now at a new party?? see she doesn't know i know all this but all these things I've told you is enough to just say OK she's no good for me. I'm outtie so anyone who thinks i was too harsh on her should def comment below and tell me what you think.

How well do you know your friends?

I think it's time you all reassessed some of the things you know about then and think about what else they could do to disrupt the normal balance of your relationship.

FD Chapter 2 ..The Men In My Life Part 3: The Newbie

The most recent entry into my life is one that i call"The Newbie", although he came about last year we remained friends up until recently when things started to sway in a more romantic manner.(by flirting i mean he's frisky and so am i) Although i have yet to spend actual one on one time with sed person, he has become somewhat important to my daily life. Something that he may not be aware of is that I have been totally trying to put up a block. I cant risk having the same thing happen like the hulk.

You see the newbie is the father of a newborn about 2 weeks, now that being said imagine that situation, I've been with guys who have kids and they usually at some point or another get reacquainted with the mother of their child. Now him and her are not exactly getting along to well right now, but who's to say that in a couple months when I'm knee deep they wont start to re strike interest in one another. (I know I'm wrong for it but i can shake that fear) Also i cant shake the feeling that him knowing this fact may lead him to say fine if you don't believe me ill go elsewhere. I don't want to cause drama for anyone that's not my nature, and so far he seems to be a really good guy. Attentive, educated, silly like i like, and just plain sweet.

I would have to be mentally insane to pass this one by, but you know maybe he'll have patience with the fact that i have definitely been through a lot with the men in my life.(I'm straight up damaged goods) Who knows maybe he'll be the one to fix everything. I can't rule out the fact that he is the best thing for me at

the moment, I just hope I'm good enough. Through my eyes he could do far better than me.(as fabulous as i am ;0)) I have a feeling I'll be touching base on "Th Newbie" again sometime on the journey to the end of my book

To the Newbie:

I know you've never heard me say half of the thing i just wrote in the above passage but, I felt as though writing it was the only way i would get it across to you. Although you've amazingly sweet there's a part of me that believes you could possibly and unintentionally break my heart and leave me just as badly damaged as i am now, if not more. So all i can ask from you is patience and consistency don't even change anything about yourself cause I'm totally smitten with you as you are. (I'm so soft ugh!)

CATCHALATER!

FD Chapter 2 ..The Men In My Life Part 2: The incredible hulk

Now I'm not sure how into comics you all are but I'm sure yow know the basis of The Incredible hulk, There's mild mannered "Bruce Banner" and there's the hulk. Also there's his love interest Betty Ross. This analogy came about when discussing this particular person via twitter with a mutual friend. (not sure of the reaction I'll get from this person prior to him reading this) I suspect him and his friends will know who this is about but, I don't care this is my time.

Using the Internet social networking sites for mostly

entertainment purposes, I had a profile on a site called Crushspot, but before that i was blogging one day and noticed i had new followers both people i had never heard of, but i shrugged it off. One day while on Crushspot, I was checking to see who had looked at my page lately (Yeah I'm vain so what)I saw an individual who struck my attention, and in a bold instance decided to click crush. That's feature in the site that alerts the person that you are interested in them. So one day he said something to me, and upon reading his page i was very interested.

Now this guy decides he's not a frequent crushspot user and refers me to my new addiction "Twitter". After following him on twitter i realized immediately that he was the

anonymous follower i received on my blog. So now things had spiced up we were both semi-pursuing each other in our own ways and now it was evident. Phone numbers were exchanged and to be totally honest i was unprepared for what was to come. For one i was unaware he was a rapper (Oh come one really another rapper i cant date another rapper) And also he was one of the smartest most easy to talk to human beings i had spoken to in some number of years. There was no wall up no protective covering, I put it all out there which you will learn was my first mistake.

At this point i had been getting to know Bruce Banner totally unaware of Hulk as of yet. Brice banner was amazing he made me feel so good about myself and the things i wanted to accomplish within the near future. After a few phone calls that would last way into the morning hours somewhere around 6 and 7o'clock, we decided

we should meet. Now i wasn't exactly so sure i wanted to do this, because I'd have to admit while I'm a fabmentalist, I'm also very self conscious. The fact that he was a very modest person dimmed the nervous feelings in my stomach.(Nobody this smart well grounded and funny could ever be genuinely interested in me) The day came were we met and we went to his place, needless to say things happened that may or may not have thrown a curve into what would happen next.

Bruce Banner was still being sweet as ever, he would leave me messages throughout the day that would leave me smiling even if in a argument with my worst e

nemy. Songs were exchanged to express some words that didn't come to surface as easily as either of us would like to.(everyday he just gets better and better) At this point i had honestly not been so forward with my feelings like he was i was only responsive and receptive to his, that's why i couldn't understand what happened next. All of a sudden when i began to show Bruce that he was indeed not the only one with these feelings, a strike of fear went into him causing the transition into the person that i knew nothing of. Hulk was starting to arise, I immediately felt sick to my stomach. Like Carrie once said in sex and the city "I had gone so far out on a limb with my feelings that i failed to realize i was now standing there alone." This was bad, the one thing i never feared would happen for the first time in my life, happened without me even noticing it. Now he was saying things like i was putting pressure on him and i needed to let him move at his own pace.(what you were just sending m

e love songs and telling me how you think about me throughout the day what changed) It was like his heart had randomly closed up. There was nothing i had done nor could do to prevent him from feeling this way. Something reminded him of his previous relationship, where he was completely torn down by.

Now here i am with this void in my life missing someone who may not have really existed, I began to think this guy is definitely playing me. I had began to fall in love with this Bruce guy and here i am siting across from the hulk in a Bruce mask, afraid to further pus him into that persona. This is the part where i meet his friends, they're similar to him in many ways but not quite as special for some reason. Don;t get me wrong I've grown an equal attachment to these guys as they played a role in me squeezing into the life of Bruce. The professor was an expert being married already and one of Bruce's best friends he Had much advice to give, to

which i will always remember how much help he was for my heart when it was breaking.(thanks professor ;0)) The professor had alerted me that Bruce had mentioned me to him, saying he actually liked me. So when he noticed a certain tension between us the private but public conversations occurred. He went on to tell me that i just needed to give him time, that he would eventually come around. While i thank the professor for keeping me Strong he also helped me hold on to a fantasy that would never come, weakening my ability to develop feelings for anyone else. Eventually Bruce decided he didn't want to be with me, which i pretended as if it didn't bother me but it did very much. Stranger than that weren't really friends, I slowly became someone he may once in a blue moon contact. This didn't sit well with me because even though i wasn't set out to be his friend i was totally happy with that, so long as we were real friends and actually relevant in each others lives.(he me

ans a lot to me and i want him to always be there no matter what)

In comes another character his right hand man, I'll call him the roman emperor. The Roman, was really cool and very nice to me, but there was some things i would soon learn, and still feel like i was set up but I'll keep that thought to myself.The roman and i went out for drinks because i was going through my ordeal with Bruce/Hulk and he had just broken up with his leading lady. Drink were in order(man was a drunk but i played it off well)There's no romantic interest in The Roman but drinks in a system pain to run from that night could have very well ended in some drunken mistake but thank God i kept my head together an decided to go home. Once Bruce got a hold of it he asked me"Why are y'all hanging out and you not telling me about it", (what! we haven't even spoken in a week you wont answer none of my tweets you fool)So I went about my day that was the end of us for a very long time. Eventually we began to miss each

other (I know because we were both spy tweeting each others he later confessed) Now friends again i made the mistake of going to visit him and we refreshingly hung out without any kind of awkward behavior.(I won an actual Oscar for my performance in "Hidden Love") Also another mistake i made was telling him i still wanted him, for some stupid reason i thought he might actually want the same. I know me and i know my heart and he;s someone I'm quite sure i will always be waiting by the door for.

To Bruce Banner:

I hope in reading this you realize through my eyes what happened and the toll it took on me, I also want you to know that nothing you could ever do would lead me to believe you are anything less than amazing. One day when your ready you will open up your heart to another, and she will be one of the luckiest women in the world believe it or not. I think i should tell you that my telling you that I'm hurt has nothing to do with what happened it's more about the fact that i missed out on something great, and that when you find the right girl it will occur to you that you cannot live without her. Sadly i wasn't that girl for you but I want you to know what in all you do i will be right there standing behind you looking on as a guardian. I'm not here to sabotage you and your future relationships but if anything to ensure your total and complete happiness.You see in my searching for a reason to why we didn't reach our full potential, this friendship that we created is one that would always be no matter what.I Lov

e you, and Its about time you know that.

Catchalater!

FD Chapter 2 ..The Men In My Life Part 1

Well you'll think I'm extremely bold for exposing the men into my life, but i want to introduce you into my insane world. (Nothing more insane than my dating track record) Here's how i plan on doing it i will give each person a title to which they should be able to identify that I'm speaking of them (So they can curse me out but not too bad do to discretion)

They will be as follows: (Stay tuned for your chapter)

The Incredible Hulk: Part 2

The Newbie: Part 3

Stay tuned as I update, daily each part. (I'm definitely gonna be in trouble after this)I'm not afraid of getting flack for this, I mean you all have played a role in the making up of my list of qualities to look for in my "Perfect Guy Preferences". Don't feel bad because each and every one of you has something I would like to keep.(Some parts of you makes me want to stab you repeatedly)

Catchalater!

Fabulously Demented: Chapter 1 ..The Gossip Cycle

On my journey to writing a book i find myself paused by many road blocks (mainly sleeping late and late night jonesin). It's time to buckle down and write things you little fuckers actually enjoy reading or enjoy hate reading either way I'm paid :0). What will my book be about? my daily life as a Fabmentalist. Like yesterday, "the exTERMINATOR" ugh and my many family quarrels.

One recent incident i have to tell you all involves my cousin. Now if you a female you have that one person who you tell everything, and well if your human you have that one person who doesn't know how to keep their mouth shut (usually the same fool) Well I told my cousin about a certa

in encounter i had with a mutual friend, what does she do tell my older cousin, her sister. Now this alone sounds pretty OK, but hear what happens next.Upon her next sighting of sed individual she says to him "Don't hug me you nasty, i heard you mess with my cousin"(Fu#*ing Bit$% Co%k Suc*&% ahh!!!)

He then calls me 30 seconds after thins encounter jokingly implying the situation, yeah no big deal to him (strutting around like a bull amongst 20 cows) I then call my younger cousin to whom i originally told, she lies as expected. Then finally reach my older cousin guess what she does. She goes into super defense mode, Yelling attitude the whole 9 yards, as if it were he business being discussed ha!.(This whore bag is lucky i wasn't around her when i found out *jungle roars*)In c

onclusion i shall never tell this very young immature girl anything her tiny mind cant handle, I say her mind couldn't handle it because obviously head was gonna explode from the massive amounts of info in her mind. So mine came out to make room for more gossip and nonsense.

Point to make her people, go old school grab a friggin journal and stop telling that loud mouth whats happening in your life. (I bet they say they wont but do it anyway)

Catchalater!